CRAZY ME

2011-09-09T09:57:00.001-07:00

what is one thing i want to change about myself?

LET ME THINK.

i love this question.

2011-09-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

expectations

i've met yours. What about mine?

what a joke!

HAHAHAHA

i've saw the coolest thing today when im stoning on my way home.

i realised walking alone back home feels comfortable.

So much peace.

2011-01-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

What is friendship to you. I think being with you is getting less fun for me.

Anyways, i love my life now and i dont really care how you judge me but in fact, i think you should reflect on yourself.

2010-07-31T01:26:00.000-07:00

yeah, one busy week gone again.
i head out after school with jessica nea mira emily and michelle to ikea to buy box for our 3d collage.
submissions are mostly next week and after my 3 weeks yog break.

yest i lost my voice for the first time too, when i try to speak, my throat hurts alot.
Then ashri bullied me by saying that the classrm is so peaceful. thats a NAISE comment, cos im regaining my voice now.
anyways, back to the topic, yesterday was one hellofafun group outing which seems so much lilke it was extracted from term 1. Those thrownback,laid back,let-down-your-hair type of interesting fun. woah, thats a bunch of weird words to describe the type of fun i experienced yest.it was so funny, imitating some anglerfish-lookalike-person. i think only me nea jessica and michelle know about. It was a great day, love it. And, i definitely do miss those times.
ANYWAYS,I thought of someone real important and special to me in my poly education, michelle, i guess she might not be reading this, nor will she know thats what i really feel. But i want to really thank her for being there for me all the time even if she have to rush home, she'l not hesitate to fork out time to listen to me and my troubles or thoughts. i really cant imagine schooling without her crapping around or making me smile regardless of how bad im feeling. sem 2, me and her will be going our own courses, she'l be moving on to interior design while i'l be moving to product design.
She's like the sweetest girl, and i really appreciate what she'd done for me. Although i got close to her during term 2, but it seems like i've known her for a very long time. She always put her friends as the first priority, sometimes if it's a disadvantage to her.

What i aways wanted to say to you is, " Hey, your pinoy buddy/sister here! i know we'l gonna part when sem 2 starts, and i know we might have a possibility of not even be close again. But, i hope that we could be friends for as long as i've white hair, or maybe as long as possible. Though i might not be the coolest girl, or the nicest person, but i really think that you've let me see the point in life sometimes, and even in friendships. i liked the fact that you're so understanding and patient. And, i always like to laugh out loud w you in public,or anywhere. You always make me smile, and when you're sad, you always keep it to yourself. You have to pour out your troubles k. At least tell me, i dont mind to sit by the 4d drain/grass patcharea/the place where pickletoe stays at, and listen to you. And, live life happy k, smile always, you rock my life BUDDY! i dont know why in the hell am i tearing but yea, thanks for everything michelle tang wan yun! i miss term 1 badly..

2010-07-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

i love the new david archuleta's song.
Somethin bout' love.
good lyrics, love his song and he's cute too.

Yest was fun-licious!
doing the thing we like to do together.
me michelle jessica and emily.
but nea couldnt join us cos she meeting her friend to study.
we went to one of singapore's beautiful area, which is just behind the esplanade. it's damn chio at night, i didnt manage to get the shot of it.
But it's a total worthwhile experience.
the first thing i thought when i got there was the time i spent my gc phototaking of random stuffs there with my friends,during term 1. Me,madeleine,jessica,nea,amira and emily.
It was like flashback when i sat there stoning at the tall buildings and random stuff that distracted me.

Term 2 now, it's like shit? or more like 2 piles of shit?
i miss those times when everyone didnt mind anything, everyone just wanna do their work and at the same time have fun. Term 2, silent conflicts and friendships discords came into the picture. Maybe people might seem like they dont know what is happening, but it's getting more and more obvious. The original clique got slimmer. i miss everything during term 1. Taking crazy photoshots,laughing everywhere we go, doing things together, hanging out together too.
I want like a replay? can redo term 1 for term 2? yea, i dream.

2010-07-21T19:46:00.000-07:00

Wow, i spent the whole night yesterday doing work.
i rushed through typography using the super duper manual method, a pencil!
it took me from 11-2. then 3-6. so its like 7 hours. i didnt sleep much too, i feel horrible, i even slept till 8.30am.
Actually i didnt wanna come to school because i havent done any research for my mythical creature sculpture. My mummy sent me to sch while i headed to the library to finish my research and settle some stuff.
I feel much more relieved. i called Emily and ask if i should go in, but in the end i still decided not to. I dont wanna present something with no background knowledge. If terence question me and i dont know what to answer, that'l be like not even coming in prepared at all. WHICH, i dont really like.

Yea, it's rather good sitting all alone in the library, having my own personal space to do my work and get stuffs settled.

-I'M RELIEVED

2010-07-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

isit me or are you flashing past me?

i read ur blog yest for the first time. And you're doing good in life, thats a good-to-know thing.
i really appreciate those days we had last time, and all the best in your life and everything you do.
i still remember those interesting and lovely messages we had. love it!
thanks so much for everything, making me happy and maybe who i am now.
all i wanted to say is i loved you and i reallyappreciate everything you did for me :)

...memories.

2010-07-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

YAY, finally submitted my fds mockups and i got a C. But iain and edmund like my design and want me to construct a bigger one using white card. wow, the small one is already very tedious lor, so gonna do more work during the weekends. I know it'l be a crazy week coming again. i have to complete the structure of my water horse wire scupture for vas,bigger draft for fds,wednesday hti presentation w jess,onow essay submission on monday! thats alot of work.

GOOD LUCK. But as for today, im so gonna slack the whole day, sleeping and surfing the net. i really have to take a day off rather than draining away my life. this a dead serious term!

2010-07-13T04:14:00.001-07:00

i guess today, i felt the worst.
im blaming myself for thinking too much.
im not trying to catch any attention but i just cant control it.
im happy yet sad, im somewhere there but not.
too manymanymany things happen.

drown limting in work? best!daebak!
fds and vas ftw :)

2010-07-13T00:56:00.000-07:00

MY COLOURED SHOT AS MENTIIONED!

2010-07-11T00:51:00.001-07:00

terrible day for me. though test was extremely supperb that i get to see 2am. yeah,so much happened. just hope that everything turns out well and get back on track too.

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2010-07-09T20:01:00.001-07:00

As, mentioned in my previous post, im gonna upload my 2 best shots for my graphic comm assignment.

one shot has to be coloured while the other in black/white. So this is my second photo. i have problems uploading images on blogger so i decided to upload the second one on my next post

2010-07-09T18:23:00.000-07:00

so tired and sick of getting nagged on fridays and weekends for coming home late.
i just hate the feeling of getting nagged at after a whole wild, crazy and busy week. It practically sucks. i've so much to do. My wire sculpture,fds's 3d world draft. it's like crazy, sometimes i'l ask myself why im doing all this, at times i'l think if i should just take the less riskier route and take some science or math course as advised by my dad, but, i swear i didnt regret choosing product design. But it's always sometimes when i ponder and think if what i did was just for my interest.. most say what i choose must be something i like to do, but the "side-effects' of it is that i'l have sleepless nights. i still remember yestrday fds lect said, for designers, what is sleep? they only take naps. crazy indeed. Sometimes when im on the brink of giving up what im doing, i'l always imagine myself doing science, memorising notes like i did before. i can say, i left books,memorising and those text for like 1 year plus already.
But something pushed me very hard all this while,when i'm really at the brink of giving up or when i'm clueless of what to do, i'l always remember how i "survive" my badminton trainings when i was in lower sec, cos i've strict seniors and coach. i was pushed during those times, having trainings for like 4 times a week. So, i'l always remember not giving up and persevering in the team for 5 straight years, everytime i fall i always stand up, physically and mentally. Mental torture was the worst, but it did helped me in life at the later part of life, which is right now. In design, when people or rather clients dont like your design, they just say it right in your face, what can you do, tell the person how much effort you put into the art piece? or nag about how much sleepless nights you went through? i think the outcome is more prioritised.

yeah, after all blogging my above thoughts about myself, i wanna apologise to a certain person whom i dont think she knows me, but she's just a random stranger.
At first, i wanted a roll of paper from you, but u gave me only one piece, and when nea talked to you, you mumbled back. I'm very sorry because i heard from mad and ami that you're deaf and cant speak and hear properly. So, i really didnt mean to disturb you with my friends behind your back, not even with you knowing about it. Im very sorry, i know you might not even know my existence nor this blog's, but i really wont make fun of you anymore, good luck in your dvmd life while i live mind. my response sincerly goes out to you.

Oh yeah, i got B+ for my Graphic Communication. hellyeah! im gonna upload the 2 best shots on my next post :)

2010-07-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

hmm hmm, i ran out of ideas. my brain's probably drying out of brain cells.
well well, i guess i have to stone for a night for a draft sketch. It's a 3d model for my fds this time. i hope i'l survive though! i've been sleeping late for the past few days rushing on assignments after assignments.

Many things were going on out there, things that me myself cant understand sometimes. But i guess thats what life's all about. accepting matters that shoot straight right in your face, but all one can do is just to accept it and move on.

chatting with venus just now was great, i really appreciate how much she care for me though we're always busy and stuff. so close yet so far surely lives up to its name.i knew that i wouldnt lose her as a good friend and venus, you meant so much to me. i read your post and i was like instantly touched. short and sweet, just the way i like it. i believe 10 years down the road, we'l stil be buddies and share our stuffs like never before.

yeah, thats about it.

i'l be watching 9 temples tmr! hellyeah!

2010-06-23T22:47:00.000-07:00

It's been a crazy and wild week.
On Monday, i went out with jessica,nea and ashri.
actually intended to go pixar productions but ended up going orchard to walk around.
Science centre had that 3d movie maintenance so it's like missing out in one activity.
But time flew pretty fast with us hanging out. Cos nea had to go for the ukiss meet-the-fans-session at st.james so all of us decided to go there with her.
Ashri was rotting like previously during the imm trip when jang geun suk came.
He just sat under some tree and gave that quite ke lian expression.
He did the same on monday too.
He just sat at the floor and stare. looks pretty sad from afar.
So yeah, me and jessica walked around the place and saw tons of fans. They are with their umbrellas,under the shade, sitting on the floor. Must be some hardcore fans man.
i think i'l be doing the same for 2am.
Me and jessica started singing never say never (with the music playing), it's like anti-ambience as the place is for those ukiss fans. Of course, expecting a korean song or preferably an ukiss piece.
But who doesnt love bieber's songs yeah!
Ashri then went back to vivo as he was bored sitting there Me and jess then headed back to vivo for starbucks coffee. i ordered my favourite white choc mocha frap! NICE
All of us went toysrus to play around like little kiddies. We're reliving those times man.
Like playing with frisbees,fail in skating the skates and seeing them play with those bouncy springs.

After this, me and jess went to watch she's out of my league. nice movie. love it! Yeah, nice :)

2010-06-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

YAY, TERM BREAK!FINALY! it's been 6 months since i first blogged.
i guess time flew pretty fast.
my life is filled with endless projects for the past six months.
yeah i just completed term 1 which was phew, but i still have my tee shirt printing to do.
my first tee shirt printing have awful marks there, make me pekcek only.

But i cant wait to meet my sec sch friends, pri sch friends,kanasai and my 52 machis!
2 weeks holidays is not enough lor.

And, i really have alot of things to catch up like shopping(GREAT SINGAPORE SALES), venus lim!(miss her), eileen( go out less often alr.) yeahyeah.

now, i'm in ang mo kio library with jessica and nea. me and jess wanna play l4d2 but nea din
bring her com.

going off now tata

2010-03-13T20:49:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm back from all these eating at warrant clubhouse.

And, i just set my alarm to 6.45am in the morning starting from next week onwards.

I'M GONNA WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING FOR EXCERCISE!

I'm stuck here at home for the whole day probably. MAN, i really need some outdoor-air?!

Btws, i went shopping with my sister yest as our mum gave us cards. AND AND, we bought loads of stuff. we went suntec city and there was this human jam at citylink, around HMV. it was totally crowded. i think it was due to the IT fair taking palce there.

WELL WELL WELL, i'l be shopping a few times starting from next week for my poly. cos school is starting. And, i still have to buy that carrier bag for my camp and eileen's cruise.

LIMTING, please remind yourself to save money! :)

2010-03-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

ME AND JER! HAHA, i like this picture( no special reason).
COS WE LOOK CHIC THAT'S ALL!

wooooo hooo!

it's been like months since i last post. So i shalll revive this dead blog once again.

i went to watch hot summer days with kean,yintong,joey!

And, the whole show is so emo and lovey-dovey. And, joey has been arhm chioing beside me throughout the whole movie. i teased her a few times though.

YAY, i'm meeting eileen,seemun and aileen tmr. We're going plaza sing and meeting up with jerome at night for dinner.

HMM, I'VE GOT TO THINK OF THINGS TO DO WHEN I'M OFFICIALLY 18.

maybe head to a bar? or hosting a "goodbye past-lim ting party"?

2010-01-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY, i met up with venus and shopped around in orchard.

the whole journey was described by just two words "VERY FUN"

i simply enjoyed going out with her, our taste for clothes are quite similar.

First stop, we went 313 somerset where there's quite alot of clothes that has reasonable prices.

the moment we stepped into the mall, we saw forver21. It has like 3-4 floors, not sure how many,cos we're busy shopping. The layout of the shop is quite appealing and the first floor is filled with cute-styled accessories. I was like," WOW, todays gonna be a long day."

Then we headed to the upper levels where venus is looking for a jacket to match the top she picked out. As we walked and walked, she spotted a rather nice cream-white top, i find it quite nice too, so we decided to buy that together. how sweet! I tried out skirts and tops, while she tried out dresses and tops. We managed to decide on what to purchase, so she bought like tops while i bought a $19 skirt(great fabric),$15 dollar cream-white top(with venus!),$9 cute tank top. it was worth it, spent like $43 in forever21.

We then walked to Zara, where i saw this adorable top with lots of smiley face on it, grey pen-like somemore! my favourite colour, i was tempted but i'm like left with 70 plus, so i've to spend my money wisely instead. Venus spotted out this grey hoodie with has quite tight cutting sleeves and it really looked good. It's grey in colour too! i did'nt buy it, cos my mum will start nagging about the amount of money i invested on coats and jackets. we left zara, heading on to cotton on, where i bought another black tank top to match the skirt i bought recently with my mummy.

after all the shopping and stuff, we went handburger for lunch. It's a homely restaurant that serves tasty burgers which fill your stomachs for the whole day, it really helps if you're shopping for 8 hours.

Venus's order was...

as for me...

it was delicious, it also fills our stomach.

after the main course, we ordered soft banana cake with vanilla ice cream added with some strawberry sauce. the banana cake was still hot and it taste perfect with the smooth vanilla ice cream and strawberry sauce. though i claim that the strawberry sauce looks like pi sai! then when venus had a taste of it, her face immediately change. her apetite does change when pi sai comes into her mind. sorry yea.. i didnt mean to say that. In the end, there was still leftover of the strawberry sauce. :/

our strawberry pi sai!

MOVING ON, we went to uniqlo and walked around, we agreed that they sell basic tees but they're indeed comfy. We went into fossil to look at those ex ex expensive leather apparels, and the shopkeeper keep following us, due to how uncomfortable we're feeling, we went out.

We went to the top floor of 313, where there's stadium,royal sporting house where there's lots of sports stuff. Venus wanted to buy her Van's shoes here, so she chosed a black one.

As i guessed, it costed her 49 bucks, luckily she prepared her card. holy card, i dont even have one lor, due to some personal and stupid reasons where only some friends know.(something to do with my thumb)

We then walked to cineleisure and on our way we took photos..

after those camwhoring, we went into this cool shop by designer,soon lee .the stuffs there are rather vintage style and i love vintage-styled stuff.

But, it was quite ex, designer brand leh, if i'm not wrong, it's local de lor.

nvm, at least it waters my eyes with envy-ness.

HEH!

then we walked this damn long street across to far east shopping centre, my legs were at the brink of breaking when we got there. Fortunately, we found benches where we rested our legs.

Due to boredom, we started singing, 3(chinese version) "yi, er, san!~" the way she sang was funny la, cos her chinese accent doesnt sound like she's a chinese. It sound like some ang moh speaking chinese. We sang alot like, sexy bitch-akon,with you-chris brown. and we did lots of funny versions of it. there was once, when i beatboxed(unglam ver.) while she sang(fast forwarded ver.) , we can be a duet which might not have a reputable status when we debut! OUCH~ :O

------------//TIME FLIES//------------

Soon, we walked to some random shop
When we first step in, we burst into laughter.

As what we saw were 2 adorable ah ma,standing there giving de " you-wanna-buy-our-clothes-or-not" de look. and the background music of the shop was some new year song, which was freaking funny and it suits their faces and atmosphere.

i bought a patterned tank top with venus, 2 for 20. So we bought a same design but different colour. Mine's white while her's blue. So cool lor.

We took the same bus home, with venus sacrificing her one way train trip to jookoon.

i love her lor! so nice and sui bian, always appreciating me the way i are and cherishing me as a friend. Even though we dont go out that often, but we still have that special bond between us whereas we wont feel awkward together,doing stupid and retarded stuff,singing in public and sharing stuffs. thanks venus!

During the bus trip, we talked alot about what we're deciding to do in the future and stuff, personal stuffs and many more. we're more like sisters than close friends, i always treated her like one. My lovely childhood friend indeed! :D

2010-01-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

3 cheers for me!
i've got 14 points for my o levels. though i aimed 12 points, but nvm.
There's always this saying, " aim for the stars and even if it's un-reachable, you'l still fall on the clouds." the saying's somethin like that, not really sure about it. This was one thing that really aspired me to study during the mugging period.

And, i'm glad i can get into my dream course of design and even choose courses that i like instead of pondering at home.

AND, my schools on the cover page of straits times!
another 3 cheers for commonwealth secondary school! ever with the best.
marus and weihao both aced their subs and was announced yesterday as top in Sg for the 5NA cohort.
This morning, my dad was like waking me up early in the morning just to tell me this news. Cos, they're from cwss badminton team! woohoo. this proves that ppl who hit cocks , does have brains man! yea, my priciplal must be overjoyed upon hearing this good news.

i'l definitely come visit commonwealth again, i'l never forget those caring teachers that once taught me and nurtured me since sec 1. My wonderful cca peeps,my god father,MR LIM and those teachers and smartie friends who agreed to stay back to help me in my work during that mugging period. i'l not forget what positive changes your have made in my life. And, of course my wonderful friends whom always stick around me when i'm feeling down,either academically or emotionally.
SPECIAL THANKS TO:
venus lim, charmaine,seemun,liuwei,jianhong,yiuwing,benjamin,xuefang,chi,chunchiet.Your never fail to make me smile.thanks jh for giving me that photos we took together in class, i'l look at it in the future and think of those wonder times i spent with the class.My whole badminton team too.
And those wonderful and crappy ppl who always play with me in school, you know who you are.
i missed the peeps who always used to mess up my hair whenever they walk past me,though its a lil disturbing but i still miss it. i also wanna thank my whole class and badminton team for celebrating my 17th birthday that day.
Your forked out your time for me and i'm grateful,even though your still have your stuff to do, like studying or tiresome trainings. i really really appreciate it. The cake was like d.i.y one, so touched can.

yesterday was sorta considered the last day i'm gonna step into commonwealth secondary school. i'm officially an ex-student,sad to say.

PS: i'l be going to the concert on 25 jan with andrea and ally, hope more ppl tag along!
why cant i have 5 more days to decide where to go.
ANOTHER IMPORTANT POINT: SHAHIRAH THINKS I'M CUTE :) hahas!

2010-01-04T07:11:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS!

PS: it might look gloomy and dark.

pictures with siblings of destruction, kai and hui!

WITH SISTAS OF DESTRUCTION, hui :)

family capture!(my sis was unfortuntely, the camera man)

more pictures..

my daddy and mummy! my dad doesnt seem happy about this.

great time in malacca! tatas~ just pictures for now :)

2009-12-25T04:29:00.001-08:00

hahas, i assume i have to sorta delay my promise.
due to my over-busy-ness, i have to blog those photos later.
it'l load damn long.
AND, i'm suffereing so much after my maid left sg for indonesia to visit her relatives.
HOUSE CHORES CHORES.
this time i really become yellow skin girl already.

i'l be working tmr at some bird nest factory my aunt introduced.
hopefully, i can slack there or somethin.
instead of suffering as much like in bookfest.
bookfest was fun, with all those humorous ppl around me.
suaning each other when one's gotta work til 10pm.

some random suan-er: " now what time ah?"
ME :" er..... 8pm?
some random suan-er:" oh, then bye bye, i can go home le."
------burst into laughters-----

yea, those fun times, never forget them. so adorable and humorous.

ANYHWAYS, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR AHEAD! :D

2009-12-09T20:36:00.000-08:00

I'M GONNA POST PHOTOS.
i promise myself :)

going plaza sing later. heh, twilight saga. WOOOOO

2009-11-22T20:39:00.000-08:00

my first post!

tonight's gonna be a good night~
cos its PROM
guys will be dressed up in nice suits while girls in pretty dresses.

VENUS is back from melbourne and she's got me my belated prezzie!
so looking forward to it.

prom gonna be at amora hotel, i hope i spelled it correctly.
i'm gonna train there but taking a cab back, hopefully i can pay by nets.
this week's gonna be a long one, cos the whole week for me is filled with events before i fly to malacca.

MAN, zach's leaving for china for about a week, eileens probaby going cruise, seemun's heading for ns in m'sia. i'm gonna start work on 8 dec, and when i come back on 1 dec, i only have like 3 days to rest. COS, i'm having badminton bbq on 4 dec, and i've to go buy ingredients on 2 dec.

i'l post the prom photos by tmr, hopefully i wont look weird. :/
i know some of my friends will get a shock of their life wondering what made limting wear a dress? At first, i thought the possibility of me turning up was almost 0, char and seemun persuaded me(my last year in school, gather wilth classmates and stuff), then i thought about it for days and got wonderful advises from venus, FINALLY, i decided to turn up. Since, its an experience i might not forget. Why not? :) so, i will not regret and go have fun there!