what is one thing i want to change about myself?

♥ 9:57 AM

expectations

♥ 9:44 AM

What is friendship to you. I think being with you is getting less fun for me.

♥ 6:18 AM

yeah, one busy week gone again.
i head out after school with jessica nea mira emily and michelle to ikea to buy box for our 3d collage.
submissions are mostly next week and after my 3 weeks yog break.

yest i lost my voice for the first time too, when i try to speak, my throat hurts alot.
Then ashri bullied me by saying that the classrm is so peaceful. thats a NAISE comment, cos im regaining my voice now.
anyways, back to the topic, yesterday was one hellofafun group outing which seems so much lilke it was extracted from term 1. Those thrownback,laid back,let-down-your-hair type of interesting fun. woah, thats a bunch of weird words to describe the type of fun i experienced yest.it was so funny, imitating some anglerfish-lookalike-person. i think only me nea jessica and michelle know about. It was a great day, love it. And, i definitely do miss those times.
ANYWAYS,I thought of someone real important and special to me in my poly education, michelle, i guess she might not be reading this, nor will she know thats what i really feel. But i want to really thank her for being there for me all the time even if she have to rush home, she'l not hesitate to fork out time to listen to me and my troubles or thoughts. i really cant imagine schooling without her crapping around or making me smile regardless of how bad im feeling. sem 2, me and her will be going our own courses, she'l be moving on to interior design while i'l be moving to product design.
She's like the sweetest girl, and i really appreciate what she'd done for me. Although i got close to her during term 2, but it seems like i've known her for a very long time. She always put her friends as the first priority, sometimes if it's a disadvantage to her.

♥ 1:26 AM

i love the new david archuleta's song.
Somethin bout' love.
good lyrics, love his song and he's cute too.

Yest was fun-licious!
doing the thing we like to do together.
me michelle jessica and emily.
but nea couldnt join us cos she meeting her friend to study.
we went to one of singapore's beautiful area, which is just behind the esplanade. it's damn chio at night, i didnt manage to get the shot of it.
But it's a total worthwhile experience.
the first thing i thought when i got there was the time i spent my gc phototaking of random stuffs there with my friends,during term 1. Me,madeleine,jessica,nea,amira and emily.
It was like flashback when i sat there stoning at the tall buildings and random stuff that distracted me.

Term 2 now, it's like shit? or more like 2 piles of shit?
i miss those times when everyone didnt mind anything, everyone just wanna do their work and at the same time have fun. Term 2, silent conflicts and friendships discords came into the picture. Maybe people might seem like they dont know what is happening, but it's getting more and more obvious. The original clique got slimmer. i miss everything during term 1. Taking crazy photoshots,laughing everywhere we go, doing things together, hanging out together too.
I want like a replay? can redo term 1 for term 2? yea, i dream.

♥ 7:20 PM

Wow, i spent the whole night yesterday doing work.
i rushed through typography using the super duper manual method, a pencil!
it took me from 11-2. then 3-6. so its like 7 hours. i didnt sleep much too, i feel horrible, i even slept till 8.30am.
Actually i didnt wanna come to school because i havent done any research for my mythical creature sculpture. My mummy sent me to sch while i headed to the library to finish my research and settle some stuff.
I feel much more relieved. i called Emily and ask if i should go in, but in the end i still decided not to. I dont wanna present something with no background knowledge. If terence question me and i dont know what to answer, that'l be like not even coming in prepared at all. WHICH, i dont really like.

Yea, it's rather good sitting all alone in the library, having my own personal space to do my work and get stuffs settled.

-I'M RELIEVED

♥ 7:46 PM

isit me or are you flashing past me?

i read ur blog yest for the first time. And you're doing good in life, thats a good-to-know thing.
i really appreciate those days we had last time, and all the best in your life and everything you do.
i still remember those interesting and lovely messages we had. love it!
thanks so much for everything, making me happy and maybe who i am now.
all i wanted to say is i loved you and i reallyappreciate everything you did for me :)






...memories.

♥ 7:59 PM